These have been the longest days of my life. Time without you has stretched and on some level it feels like it's always been this way. It's horrible.
Alex and I went shopping yesterday and you'd be so proud of him-- he was open to trying on everything and anything! We're close to finding some really wonderful clothes.
You'd be even more proud of Steven and Paul. I caught them having a real Father/Son moment today with real words about real things. It made my heart burst.
The wash of condolences has slowed down and already I feel farther away from you until I start writing here and a heaviness settles on my chest and tears collect in my eyes. It's good to feel this way, I think. It's what I've got left of you.
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